Thoughts for today..

*Been smelling stale blood and tasting it in the back of my throat since last night and i felt like vomiting :(

*It's really sucky to not be able to buy food and all i can do is to ignore the hunger pangs

*I am damn uncomfortable when i get hugged by my female colleague and i feel guilty even though i didn't do anything or want that hug


The rest is all Blah Blah Blah...


ANYWAY.....

** I miss my Awesome Baby Girl**
**This one's for you sweetheart**



RISE AGAINST -SWING LIFE AWAY


~Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer or we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

[Chorus]
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends some that I hardly know
But we've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

[Chorus]
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
Until you hold my hand

Ill show you mine if you show me yours first
Lets compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Lets unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end
I wont cross these streets until you hold my hand~



*No matter how hard things get, you can always count on me loving you with all my heart and to be there for you. You make me Proud to call you my girl and i don't want any other

You are Wonderful and Amazing and every moment with you is a precious gift

The flame in my heart for you will never die..

..unless you're the one who extinguishes it


Take my hand and we'll face this cruel world together
Don't be afraid
Be Strong(er)
I'm always here for you

I love you Sarina


Love you so damn much...