It has been a really long time since i've sat down to update my blog and i apologize to those of you who have been kept waiting for a new post.. You know who you are :D


I hope that i don't disappoint.. Here goes


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I want to talk about the ups and downs of love. All of us who has had or have the pleasure of being in love with someone has gone through the many highs and lows of a relationship. Some people fail to understand that no relationship is perfect and think that them being with someone else is going to make things better. They cheat, they lie and they end up with heartbreak. I feel sorry for these people who have this kind of mindset.


There are of course the exceptions. One such good example is my beautiful baby girl Sarina. We've had our share of ups and downs but no matter what, we still stick together as a team. We do fight, we do have arguments and all but at the end of the day,we both know how much we love each other



* This post is dedicated to my one true love.. Sarina




~Some of you may know that i'm a fan of the tv series The Simpsons. Now, most people categorize the show as a mindless half an hour of cartoon humour but in real fact, there is so much more to the show than that. There are life lessons to be learnt from it. From the characters to the plots, the show gives us plenty to think about as human beings

*There's the dad Homer Simpson, who despite all his slow wit and perpetual stumbling,bumbling and messing up, always tries to make things right(which he fails to most of the time)Homer is crude, overweight, incompetent, clumsy, and lazy(always seen scarfing down donuts and swigging beer) however, he is also fiercely devoted to his family and often show's his caring side

*There's Marge,the mum who is always overworked and under appreciated by her family. She tries to be perfect but she can't be all the time. She's well meaning and is the voice of reason in the family

*The most popular character in the show, Bart is mischievious, rebellious and has no regard for authority. He constantly enrages everyone in the household(especially homer who'd strangle him) He bullies his sister Lisa and often does things to hurt her.Despite all this, he loves her deeply and always apologizes when he goes too far. BArt is the wild rebel who we all secretly want to be from time to time

*Lisa Simpson is the smart one in the family and like her mum,often feels unappreciated in her family. She is morally righteous and would do anything to get her views across. She does have her flaws too as she gets emotional easily

*Maggie Simpson...not much to say :P

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I'm not going to list out all the characters in the show. That would be besides the point of this post. What i wanna say is that each and every one of us can relate to all these characters. There's a Homer,Marge,Bart etc in ALL of us. We as human beings are delicate creatures with many a flaw. When we fumble up something, give in to laziness, act boorish, that's the Homer part of us. When we try to be perfect but fail, that's the little Lisa in us. When we put people beneath us or abuse the power we have, that is us being Mr Burns(Homer's evil employer at the power plant) When we have sadness inside us but put on a smile and try to cheer all those around us,That right there is us being Krusty the Klown(something i'm familiar with)

There are many issues these characters deal with which are similar to what we ourselves experience in real life. No matter how much Homer messes up and angers all those around him(especially Marge) he still tries his best to make up for it. As for Marge, despite all that Homer does to hurt or annoy her, she still loves him greatly and sticks with him no matter what happens. This shows that true love can really conquer all

Bart hurts Lisa constantly with his mischief and selfishness and lisa often ends up hating bart and cries. In the end,bart learns his mistakes and out of love for his sister,apologizes. We often hurt the people we love without realizing it but when we do realize,we have to learn how to accept the blame for the wrong we did and apologize


You see,the Simpsons really do give us stuff to think about and to learn from. Who ever said watching cartoons was bad for you...


Eat my Shorts!!

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I hope that all of you get the point i'm trying to get across in this post


*To my baby, i'm sorry for all the times i;ve fucked up and for all the times you've messed up, i forgive you

This love we share is Incredible and i don't wanna be with anyone else but you.

Never let the negativity and the bad things ruin this relationship. We both have to be strong and not let ANYTHING affect the love we have for each other. The easiest thing to do in a relationship is to walk away and give up. We're BOTH stronger than that


Sarina darling, i love you very much

Thank you for being the wonderful girl that you are and for making this monkey a very happy one. Nothing compares to your true love baby

Thank You




Jason

The End of a Beautiful Getaway and back to a world of despair...

3 days and 2 nights..

So much love and joy in that short space of time. Being away from everyone and with my baby in my arms. It was wonderful and it felt so good. The wonderful warmth my baby brings to my soul makes all the pain go away.

She is my Angel and she watches over..




3 days of laughter,hugs,kisses and more. Smiling so hard when she does the cute little things she does. She's my Baby :D
She loves me dearly and i thank her for being the Best for me. She's Awesome

2 nights spent in each others arms. Dancing,Drinking and making more smiles

Humming to a tune together.. La La La.. :)

When weariness crept into our bones, we slept.. Our bodies snug close together





Alas 3 days and 2 nights went past so fast.. It was hard to leave
I wanted to spend more time in my baby's arms but i have to wait.
I miss her.. I love her so much





Back home to where the walls are cold..
The person i call mother driving me insane with hurt and false accusations

I snapped.. I yelled.. I hit myself hard... I'm sorry

What can i do to make you proud? You don't see the struggle i go through. You think that i'm lazy and good for nothing. How blind and ignorant can you be?
Everything that goes wrong is somehow my fault! WHY???
You always seem to have a bone to pick with me.. Go ahead.. I've got 206.. don't wear yourself out

What's happened to you? Where has my mother gone? The woman who once held a little boy with a mess of curly hair in her arms and sang him lullabies. The mother who would take that little boy out to the zoo and smile when he giggled in joy

Where did you go?

I miss you

I look into the mirror and i see not my face in tears but that of that little boy from long ago...



Two women in my life..

My mother and the future mother of my children

My sadness and my Happiness


I want to let go of the first and put all my energy into the new.. A brand new start to life with Sarina

She's My Princess and i love her

No one has the right to deny us our love or tear us apart
Not even God..