Ain't love Grand

Last thursday, i decided to surprise Sarii at her school after work. I had one and a half hours to get from LP to Republic Poly before her class ended and thank Goodness i made it on time. Was gonna get her flowers but i couldn't find some along the way(next time i will!)

Got to her school at 3 plus and planned on sneaking up on her as she left her classroom but while i was sneaking past her class, she appeared behind me! She had gone to the ladies and came out at the exact time i went past.

So as it was, We both got surprised!! Fun!! Fun!!


It was really so good to see her after such a long time. With me being busy with work and her with school and all, we hardly get to see each other. We literally flew into each other's arms and La La La.... We listened to our song and spent like half and hour going wild with kisses and hugs.. i missed her so freakin much :D



Gonna skip the juicy details aye...



Oh! that sweetheart bought me my favourite pack of gummy bears and i was grinning like a monkey on a banana high! Whatever that means..


Had a quick meal at BK (sinful!!!) cos i hadn't had anything to eat that day and then we headed back home. On the way to the bus stand, she took my hand and placed $5 in it. That little gesture meant so much to me cos she knows that i don't have enough money right now and she gave me her own pocket money so that i could have something to eat. The last time we met, she gave me $10. I honestly feel bad that she does it cos she could use the money for herself but that's the way her heart is. Just like me, she cares so much.

I'm so gonna pay her back tenfold or more for everything!!!


SArii is just awesome and despite her being 'silly' sometimes, she has a good heart and i love her so much for it. She makes me laugh, smile, trip on things etc and she simply makes me so happy! Oh! Her Massages are AWESOME!!!!

(someone should really count the number of times i use the word awesome for her aye?) hahaha



Sarii is my second girl and i want her to be my last. I'm not into a relationship just for the sake of it. I'm in it till the end.


I love this girl and i don't care what other people might say. She's mine and I'm Proud of her for all that she is.



I can't wait to see where life takes us my Baby Girl but whatever it is, with you by my side, i'm not afraid to face anything that comes or way




Sarina!!! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOu!!!!!!!

Pretty 'FLY' for a Indian Guy

The other day, Sarii Darling was telling me about how her friends were asking about me and all. This guy named Shaun(or is it Shawn?) said i looked like a supermodel.

DUDE!! Which part of me looks like one(covered or uncovered)? I mean, i'm flattered by the comment but Dude!!! Seriously!! I AIN'T good looking!!! Please!!


Then there is another guy (i can't recall his name) who had wanted to pair SArii with a friend of his and all. He asked her whether i was 'FLY' ! ! !

That really made me burst out laughing. I mean, I know what that means but the image that popped up in my head was hilarious! Gosh! What's with all the Nigga Terminologies aye?




So anw Dude, this ones for you! You better Believe that i'm 'FLY' Homie! Ya really wanna see how 'FLY' i am Dawg?




here goes....




















Now THAT is FLY ! ! !




You asked for it Balls :D

WORK! WORK! WORK!

It's been a while since i've updated my bloggie so here goes. Oh! the title of this post is from the cute line the orc peons in Warcraft say when you assign a task to them.. HA HA HA.. Cute Lah!


Anw,


I've started working as a full timer in Giordano(lucky plaza). Reason being is that the pay is good ($1250 basic). Surprisingly, it was my first job application after NS and i got the job on the day itself. How Cool is that?

So anyway, i got posted to the busiest branch of Gio which is Lucky Plaza and boy is it hectic! There is never a moment to rest and you can hardly stand straight by the time evening comes. What makes it worse is my damn fatigue problem makes it so damn hard but i try my best. I really do...


My manager and my colleagues are really nice. We call our manager Amy and auntie cos she's always promoting stuff at the top of her voice. There's Firdaus, a really nice guy, Ibnor, a reserved MAt who's okay, Michelle, a chinese girl who is fun to joke with, su anne, 2 filipinos, and a couple more whom ive not really talked to much cos of the busy environment.


I was a little intimidated on my first day but i soon got the hang of things. My RSH experience really pays off! hahaha
Running around looking for sizes, folding and endless amount of clothes, running to other stores to get stock etc. Tiring but Fun!!!

Working in LP is really fun cos you get to meet people from many countries. In 4 days, i've met and chatted with people from Ireland, The middle East, Britain, Australia, the Philipines etc. There was even a guy from the Thailand who was telling me all the best places in thailand to go for *you know what*

Thanks but i'll pass Sir! *Eeeew!


Now on to the music that they play...


I couldn't believe my ears when Sum 41's 'WITH ME' played! That's the special song that Sarii and I share. I missed her so damn much when i heard it and what's more, it played 10 times that day! MAJOR heartache from missing her lah!

The rest of the songs are mostly rnb with stuff like 'BLEEDING LOVe' etc

Then theres the token IRRITATING song. this one's by Missy Elliot. Don't know what the damn title is but it's about her shaking her butt 'like an earthquake'.

PUKE lah!!! Gross!!! I mean, no offense to fat people but it's like watching a whale getting electrocuted.

SAri! Nee! can i join the AUPU???? Please! Please!


I'm so gonna burn some rock and punk into a cd when i'm free and play it! Bwahahaha


So yeah. i hope all goes well for me in work and with my medical problem. Give me your blessings Guys!! Need it! hahaha


~To end off this entry, i wanna thank my friends and SArii darling for their support and their understanding. I've not had much time to spend with them ever since i've started work but i'll make it up to them.






EL SENSACION OUT!!!

Ah!! Music to my ears!

Call it boredom or call it randomness but i had this urge to write down the top ten songs i've been listening to this past few weeks. Some of them are on the list for a reason while one or two may leave you with question marks on your head. ANw, here goes..


Number 10

~VALENTINES LETTER - GOODBYE

This is, i believe, the Best song from my buddies. Nice riffs, catchy lyrics.. hmmm.. that goes for pretty much most of their songs but Goodbye has to be my favourite. . Missing is a close number 2 behind :D



Number 9

~AS I LAY DYING - NOTHING LEFT

If i were a wrestler, THIS would be my entrance music! Effin Cool! Fast Paced! A frontman with vocals that DON'T make him sound like a werewolf shitting out a porcupine...Hell yeah!! One of Metalcore's Finest Bands!



Number 8

~MUSHROOMHEAD - BEFORE I DIE

Damn! Old song that brings back the memories of secondary school! hahaha.. nvm




NUMBER 7

~RiHANNA - UMBRELLA

My non metal/rock/punk guilty pleasure! hehehe :D



Number 6

~SERJ TANKIAN -SKY IS OVER

Freakin Beautiful song by the frontman of my FAVOURITE BAND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!
Nice! Go! Go! Listen!!!


Number 5

~PAPA ROACH - TO BE LOVED

When i need a kick or a boost when i'm feeling the effects of my fatigue, this is the song that perks me up(a little). So yeah! Bleargh!!


Number 4

~THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS - FACE DOWN

Ah! i'm sure this song's on most of your playlists! No explanation needed aye


Number 3

~TRANSPLANTS - DJ DJ

TRANSPLANTS!! LEGENDS!! NUFF SAID!!



Number 2

~SUM 41 - WITH ME

AH! The song that i dedicated to SArii Sweets! Awesome Possum!! hahaha.. The lyrics are just great and they perfectly describe how i feel! Ah! Love! hahaha.. *shakes my monkey ass!! Woohoo!! SArii!! Love Ya!! Aaaaaahhh!!



It comes down to the top song on my playlist...


*Drumroll.....



Numero Uno

~AVENGED SEVENFOLD - AFTERLIFE

I think this is the freakin BEST A7X song! Not really a fan of Shadow's vocals but it's better than some of the crud out there. Syn and Zack are awesome guitarists! The Rev = Cool Drummer! Afterlife is a real pleasure to listen to! Two Monkey Thumbs Up!!



Aye! so yeah! those were the songs that were playing in my ears! feel free to make fun of me for it aye :D




Jason Sensation

Taking a Step back to go Forward

As some of you might know by now, i've decided to take my O levels next year. I've set my eye on a place in Temasek Poly and i intend to do the Veterinary Technology and i'm gonna work my ass off for it. I've had enough of being second best or not being good enough. I'm freakin 22! Gotta grow up sometime you know! I'm still young and with a little hard work, determination and the love and support of SArii Sweets and my friends, i'll get to where i want to be.


Went for an interview at Giordano yesterday and i aced it. They were the only ones who offered a really good salary ( HELLO!!! $1250 for a starting pay plus cash incentives of up to $ 200 plus )

I mean, i really need to save up for my damn medicals and my studies so i had no choice. Well, it's okay :D I mean, after all, it's an honest living and the money doesn't hurt aye. hahaha


Fingers crossed that my medicals go well and that i'll be finally rid of this damn fatigue. (HATE YOU!! FRAG YOU!! AARRRRGGGHH!!! GET AWAY!!! LEAVE!!! ROAARRR!!! F##k! F**k!!)






~Bzzz...Bzzz ..Bzzz

PLease Hold On.. We are Experiencing TEchnical Difficulties...

Bzzz.. Bzzz... Bzzz~





Sorry about that folks..


So like i was saying before insanity got the better of me, i've gotta work really hard. Save Hard and then Study Hard. I really wanna do something good in life and this is the path i intend to take.


Wish me all the best guys :D




EL SENSACION OUT!!!!

Tears for your fears

My heart, It aches..
For You

My eyes burn with tears..
For You

My breaths grow rapid..
For You

i close my eyes and scream..
For you

~You are the one who can make me cry with just one word but i'd be okay cos i love you too much. The pain chokes and suffocates but i ignore it cos my love for you is stronger than it. You are afraid of hurting me but hurt me, you did but like i said, it's okay cos i love you.

~You are my brightest burning star! You light up my life! You are a rough diamond but with time, your flaws will be few. All i ask is for you to take my hand and open your heart. You know i won't let you down...




~My heart, It Beats..
For You

I sing out loud..
For You

I'd take many a fall..
For You

Cos my love is unconditional..
For You

Farewell to the White Uniform

It's finally over. My National Service is Done!. . Finito!


It wasn't easy saying goodbye to the friends and colleagues there. Everyone was sad that i was leaving. An officer gave me a book as a gift, my old course commander Ma'am Raja gave me a hug etc. Heck! even the Chief Warrant Officer opened the door for me and bade me farewell. I guess it's the things you do and the impact you leave behind that makes people feel that way. On the way out, i gave a final salute to my ship and my camp.. On the bus out for the final time


So here begins a new chapter to life. Back to work, paying for my medical fees and then saving up for my studies. It's gonna be tough but i've got the support of my friends and my dear sweet Sarina so... come on world! Give me your Best Shot! I can take It!


After all, they don't call me The Sensation for nothing..


heres a few pics of my NS life.. enjoy...




The view from my camp.. lovely ain't it



Grinning like an idiot


Taking a stretch on the roof..


Wong and myself.. Toothpaste models perhaps?


Jerald and EL Sensacion


Heres one for the ladies and the gays


Dancing on the roof on my last evening in camp


This ones a special one for Sarii! The Sun's setting under my finger..



King of the world aye! Farewell Changi Naval BAse!





Thank you for the memories..

CPL Jason Thomas

Sarii Sweets makes my knees go weak

Sarii!

You've been really awesome (think i've said that countless times)

You make me so happy and i just can't get enough of you. Everytime i receive a sweet sms from you, i can't help but smile cos it makes me really happy.

You make me laugh when you do silly stuff. Your laughter is like the cutest thing to me. I can't stop thinking about you! I miss you so much when you ain't around.


I'm going nuts without you! Book me a place in IMH if i go completely MENTAL!

Thank you for loving me for who i am and even though i ain't the best looking guy or the hunkiest(is that even a word), you know that my heart is good and that is what counts right?


I can't wait to see you soon love

God Bless and Keep you safe..




Jason 'Sari's Sensation' Thomas

How Sweet the Innocence of a child

The other day while at the provision shop, i saw a little chinese boy whom i guessed was around 6 years old, going into the provision shop with a little black kitten on his back. He bought a can of cat food and left the store excitedly. I couldn't help but smile at the sight cos his expression was really adorable.


I paid for my stuff and was walking back home when i saw him sitting near the playground. In his hands, he cradled the kitten and started feeding it. It was so GOSH DARN cute lah! The joy on his face was priceless! That right there, made my day.



That is the magic of a child! Their innocence and the joy they bring into our lives. The simple things in life make them happy and they say the funniest things to make us laugh. I believe that we should all learn from them and appreciate all the gifts we have, no matter how big or small they seem.

I can't wait to have kids of my own! A minimum of 3 for me and i'll be the happiest dad in the world. Taking them to the park to play, helping them with their homework etc.. hehehe.. Gonna be an awesome Dad! Just mark my words :D




So the next time you feel all stressed out, stop to watch a child play. It'll put a smile on your face





EL Sensacion OUT.....

Spider sense is Tingling!!!!

There is a guy in camp who goes by the name of Terry Pang and this young man suffers from violent bouts of Fits. It can come at any time and my colleagues and myself have to keep an eye out for him. The bad part about Terry is that he is Incredibly rude to everyone, officers and supervisors included..


Anw,



Last week, My Staff Sergeant Durai, my friend Wong along with Terry and myself went down to have our lunch. After we were done, we made our way back to the office and we were engaged in our usual banter and joking away. We were so engrossed in it that we did not notice that Terry had been left behind. While we were walking, something at the back of my head told me to turn around. (a sixth sense or an instinct perhaps) Terry was on the onset of having his fits. He was actually quite a distance from us but i managed to run fast enough to catch him. Had i been slower, he would have fallen backwards and hit his head hard onto the floor. Gosh! a few seconds really makes a hell lot of difference.

Cradling his head, i gently laid him on the ground and tried calming him down. It was really sad to see his body spasm uncontrollably. The veins in his neck and face were popping out and he was salivating non stop.

After it was all over, i picked him up and helped him as he staggered back to the office to take a rest. Even then, he was really ungrateful and started scolding everyone who helped him. i mean, what the hell lah! i was pretty cheesed off but i let it go..

I mean, no one asked to be born that way and despite his rude behaviour and all, i pity him..


So yeah! The Random Hero Saves a life again

Who's next?

Monkey Addictions!

~Monkey! Monkey!
What a wonderful thing.
Monkey! Monkey!
You wanna make me sing.


Climbing up trees,
Swinging from branch to branch.
Humping little kittens,
eating bananas for lunch!~



Good grief! Someone please buy me a monkey! Love them! Love them!

Oh! how they fascinate me with their silly antics and cheeky tricks. They are so adorable!

Chimpanzees! Macauques! (sounds like My C**K) Orangutans!


LaLaLaLa!!


I'm going Bananas!!!


Heheheh


~Heres some of my fav monkey pics... Enjoy!











Yeah! Gonna get a chimp to carry the rings on my wedding! My wifey is so gonna kill me!


Wish me luck!

Heres to the Cheeky monkey in all of us




El Sensacion Mono

NS memories

In exactly 8 days, i'll have officially completed my National Service. Kinda having mixed feelings about it cos part of me is happy to be free but the other part of me is missing the friends, places, memories and times of it... here's a little recap of my life in the Navy

~ 9th JUne 2006 - was enlisted as a fresh recruit along with another 122 guys. Felt really nervous and i honestly did not know what to expect. The sergeants and the officers put on fake smiles as we were led into the hall with our loved ones. My dad and my ex were there with me on that day. I remember that she and i were joking that we might bump into an old friend of ours named Jun Hao and amazingly, we saw him there. I mean the chance of it was like 1 in a thousand lah! It was a nice surprise though and it was even better cos he ended up being my bunk mate. Anw, once our parents left, the doors of the hall was closed and then... our ears were given a workout by the 'FRIENDLY' sergeants. Running here and there with our bags and being screamed at! it was quite bad! what's worse was that my System of a Down Cd broke during the run with our bags. i was so totally pissed! That night, we were made to carry our shoe lockers down in 3 minutes and other ridiculous and sadistic punishments..


As BMT went along, things became better, i became fitter, had the best six pack in my company (can't say that now after too much good food once i passed out ) etc. Time spent writing letters to my ex and all that. The highlight of my BMT was firing the AR 15 rifle! It was so freakin cool and i wish i could do it again. BANG! BANG! hahaha :D


In BMT, everyones true colours came out. It was quite easy to tell who were strong at heart and who wasn't. After 8 weeks of torture, we all passed out and moved on to our next phase of training...

My buddies Jun HAo, Addison, Ebenezeer, Chee Wee, Km etc. Miss ya guys like hell


~Post BMT


After BMT, we were sent for our JUnior Rating Course. It wasn't much fun or anything so i'll skip this part. After i was done with that, i was sent to train as a Gunner. I was pretty afraid at first cos the instructors and officers there were the Hardest and meanest bastards in the navy but to everyones surprise (myself included) i did really well and ended the course as the BEst Trainee. Initially, everyone didn't think that i would do well but i proved them all wrong. (BWAHAHAHA!! SWEET VICTORY!!!)



~ Ship Life


I was one of the 3 to be posted to the MIssile Gun Boat which is one of the NAvy's oldest type of battleship (can't really call it a ship cos it's small but whatever). The Mighty SEA TIGER. Along with 5 other MGBs, it was full of history. i felt really proud to raise the national flag onboard every morning. so what happened during my time onboard? Same old story here.. People thought i couldn't make it and all but i proved them wrong. Ship life was a really unique and sailing is an experience that i'll always remember. Dropping anchor and eating garlic bread, getting drenched in the heavy downpour while sailing back. Sitting in the ammo bay surrounded by tons of explosives(really freakin scary). one slip and BOOOOOM!!!


~Downward spiral


AS you may or may not know, i have been dealing with fatigue syndrome for two years and while i was onboard, it affected me severely. Sleepless nights, knee pains and non stop work made it really unbearable. i went to see the medical officer with regards to my fatigue and they posted me back to my training camp. I felt really sad to leave for i had made many friends and i felt a sense of attachment to my ship. so it was back to the place where it all started and i was sent for another course.. etc etc.. met awesome friends such as Keet Mun and Kelvin

Got a new posting as an Armourer/ MAterials Assistant ( what is it with me and getting posted to stuff that requires me to handle guns? hmmmm.. sounds wrong eh)

Met a whole new bunch of friends.. Marcus, Ivan, Bryan, Aaron and Dess.

To be honest, i feel like a celeb in camp! Everywhere i turn, someone waves and says Hi! i"ve friends everywhere lah! Gosh! hahah

I'm always the one cracking jokes and doing nonsense all the time. i lost count of the number of times i've made my friends burst out in utter hysteria

HEck! even the officers like me! Won't ever forget Warrant harbajhan who would chase me and pester me to shave my sideburns! Bleargh!!! to you man! hahaha




~There is really TOO MUCH stuff to write down and believe me when i say that this is only a quarter of it..

~ Here's to the lessons learnt, the gains and the losses and the wonderful memories of NS.

After all, how often can you tell someone that you were a sailor aye?





Jason 'the SAILsation' Thomas

¿Es este amor?

Sarina! Miss Tiny Fingers! Princess! Lizard Hater! hahaha

You've been really sweet and i'm really glad we met (through the strangest and still unexplained way). hahaha

The first time we met and i was all awkward and shy ( jumbling up my words and tripping on things). The way you giggled when i ate jellybeans. The Verbal Diarrhoea you had on that day. Gosh! You were so funny and i couldn't stop smiling.

The second time was even better! You playing Mortal Kombat on my PsP and you really kicked ass! (3D ninja ass that is). Then it was off to the arcade! House of the Dead!! hahaha! Gosh! you looked like you were gonna drop the gun and run away! hahaha. Chicken rice lunch and the 'dance move' you showed me! I was in stitches :D
The best part of the day was the birthday present you gave me! Chunky the Monkey! Gummy bears and the Best Freakin Birthday card i've ever received. ( REd Noses ) Aiyoh!!

The next one was the movie! We had a hard time choosing which movie to watch cos most of it sucked. Settled on PS I LOVE YOU and didn't regret it. Awesome movie! Oh! Dinner at Pastamania and my addiction to Tobasco sauce! hahaha.. Hot Spicy Indian Thang am i?


ASal's church drama thingee and the romantic airport escapades! ( nothing X rated kiddies )
AWESOME POSSUM!! Me sweeping you off your feet and kissing you! Gosh! hahahah

*PS, you still owe me that Ice Cream and Parsley Buffet treat! Hooray!

Anw, I know that you're gonna read this but i don't care (me being shy and all),

You've given me the hope i lost in love. You make me laugh, you make me feel loved, you care for me and love me for who i am. You Make Me Happy! It's as simple as that.Talking on the phone, texting , msn etc ain't good enough. Nothing is better than being there with you and it sucks that time flies by so fast but still, i enjoy every precious minute.

I know you have your insecurities and i have mine but i want you to trust me. Have a little faith and work with me and build this relationship up as a team.

You're afraid of what your parents might say or do but as long as we remain steadfast, we can show them that our love is true.

It's still a long way to go before thinking about all this and i can't wait to see where life takes us.

One life to live without regret..

Be strong my little princess. . .Be Strong and trust your heart


Te Amo


sensación de jason